I was taking a class for university on Western religion. I decided to buy a Koran to see what the 3rd Western religion thought, since I have a Bible. What I read shocked me! For approx. 2 months I was struggling (jihad) with my mind to accept it thoroughly and follow it. But to no avail. I have never really believed in God, and I still don't. I broke with it and never told anyone. The only ones who do know, are other apostates on this, FFI, and ISIS.